Spencer is still in the hospital. He is doing a little better since he had a blood transfusion last night, but he is still de-satting and turning purple during feedings. The doctors want to order a study to check his reflux. It could take a couple of days. I miss him so much. It was such a cruel tease to have him home for two days and then have to bring him back to the hospital. It would have been easier if he had just stayed there. I just want to curl up and sleep until he can come home again. I'm so tired.